HAHA.

2005-11-09T17:20:00.000+08:00

moved.

goodbye.

2005-09-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO THE SMART KID IS BACK.

went msia with joanna and jovi. we stayed over as well.
:D
met joanna first and then jovi.
we stayed in this hotel and ya, shop-ed, ate, talked...etc.
i think il be leaving the information as it will take me a long time to type it out. actually im .... lazy.
sorry.
ayes, why am i aplogising.
am taking back my sorry.

anyway, i did bought some stuff, ate, talked...etc but most importantly, i enjoyed myself. wait, in fact WE enjoyed each others company.
talked about stuff that we are currently facing.
well, i DARE to say this.
if the both of you were to encounter problems, i will try my best to help.
or should i say, we will go through thick and thin together.
:D

im looking forward to the october trip and yes yes.
marilyn loves the both of you.
:DD
yes i do.

and do study okay!

2005-09-14T17:43:00.000+08:00

IM BACK.

wahahahas. im going msia with my besties, joanna and jovi.

anyway, do treasure those people around you.

thats what i gotta say.

2005-08-16T04:51:00.000+08:00

REPLIES.

YANHUI*- you better be proud darling. hahaha. if you realise i hardly praise anyone down here. in fact you are the FIRST one i praise. be happy please. and yes, i wanna eat tau huay with you and cousin again. i miss the both of you. (: and i miss talking to your friend and i act as .....you know. hahaha.

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fuck. im stil awake and i havent studied for my pbm exam which is on wednesday.

marketing exam was alright. i think i should be able to pass.
once again, sam helped me t rmb by giving me examples on some stuff. thanks best friend. :D

i hope i wont offend anyone but i know i will but i dont care.

most of you will know why i hate china people so much.
firstly is because of THAT incident which i dont wish to mention.
secondly, they are freaking dumb. they are pissing me off seriously.
thirdly, they are stressing me.

OEI. take exam only what. i know the fucking school gave us one fucking week to study but why cant you all just go out and play/shop? must you all study the whole fucking day. worst still, you guys studied for marketing and you all wrote four pages long and you all kept complaining that you will fail and stuff. what fuck?! i just read thru and i wrote two pages and i dint even complain.seriously theres nothing for us to write. you know the two pages i wrote, one whole page is rubbish. and what the fuck can all of you write. you ppl can write up to four pages.something must be damn wrong up in your head. 30 mins ago, you all claimed that you all studied for pbm and om. after one hour, you all said that you all dint study. is like WOOOAH. one moment this, another moment that.

i know i dont have any good impression for those chinese but they dont have to lie till lidat what. and i know my chinese isnt that good and stop fucking speaking chinese to me. i dont like it. you know i may not speak good chinese like what you all do, but i fucking understand and OEI. im not dumb. you guys cannot speak and cannot understand. AT LEAST I CAN UNDERSTAND.

and whenever i feel like saying something sarcastic to you ppl , il think abt it for a moment and go like '' heck, why shld i bother. you ppl dont even understand a word im saying '' .

okay. im done with complaining.

2005-08-13T15:23:00.000+08:00

REPLIES.

*julia- :D

YANHUI*- hello darling. (: yes, it has been so long since i last met you. alright, we shall catch-up together with cousin okay. let's stayover again. hahaha. love.

audz'- haha. okay okay. you will be the CEO of a rubbish firm and no one will look down on you EVEN ME. see, im so good to you and what about you. sigh. you are damn mean to me please. need to reflect on yourself eh. hahaha.

xueting- okay. i will visit your site after this and hahaha. misses misses. (:

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i just woke up and im feeling so lethargic.

will be having three exams next week and i havent study for it. trust me, i want to study for it but i just cant. too much distraction. once i read the book, i feel like sleeping. too much stuff to remember. i cant study myself you see. i need people to tell me stories so that i can remember stuff. oh, those stories that are funny.

theres something seriously wrong in me but hahaha. i like it that way. and i think i really got short-term memory. really really. okay, maybe that is selective term memory. oh wels.

as you all know that friendster allows people to upload more den 12 pictures, some even go to the extend of uploading 25 or more. im not kidding. check some of my friends and you will know. i enjoyed viewing people's picture and i dont mind if they upload lots of them but i seriously do mind those people who upload their stupid act cute pictures with some dumb pose. i dnoe why but this irritates me a lot. yes, i know you all will say i can choose not to view at the person profile and all but how am i suppose to know if the person upload soo many act cute pictures when their primary picture is those decent kind. okay, shoot me please. i dont care la.

anyway.

this darling of mine got A1 for her chinese Os. hahaha. congrats. (: oh oh, her name is TAN YAN HWEEE. hahaha.. dont kill me but be proud that your name is here.

oh yea, pearlynn got A1 too. haha. congrats.

as for others, if you dint do well, theres stil a second chance. yay!! :D

i miss you nicholas.

2005-08-10T01:53:00.000+08:00

i think i better reply first.

anyway, joanna chia shu wen. i promised you i will mention your name here. hope we wil meet up real soon. (:
tong, cya after your prelims. (:
audrey. yes, COE of some rubbish collector co. i will agree with that. your tagboard dont allow me to do so. =

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actually you all can stop reading from here. dont have to scroll down seriously.

i hate feeling like this. big sigh.

)__:

i woke up today
woke up wide awake
in an empty bed
staring at an empty room
i hafe myself to blame
for the state im in today
and now dying
doesnt seem so cruel
and oh, i dnoe what to say
and i dnoe anyway

anymore.

2005-07-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

marketing management test is torturing. i cant really rmb what i learnt. okay, nothing new about that. wait, i dint even study what.

was out with joanna after school. i havent been seeing her and i really missed her lots. anyway, i love you my spastic cousin. i wanna see you soon. okay, maybe after your exams and stuff. love.

fi- hey you ass. i dint even see you online. ): how are you anyway.
audz' - hello audrey! i just update. haha. WEEEE!

was reading some stuff and i found it so true abt our personalities. i dnoe why things turn out this way for the both of us. why? oei. i dnoe why are you so mean towards me. okay, maybe im the one but you are much worst compared to me. i really miss you lots. trust me. i really do, unlike you. sigh.

2005-07-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

lecture from nine to four.

town-ed after that. okay, some funny shit happened. hahahaha. i bet you will argee with me. and yes, i will fucking remember that each damm fucking month. hahaha.

replies down here.

sam- trust me. we will meet in woodbridge one fine day. hahaha. you know what i mean. =D

fi- haha. nope. aint going for that stupid thing. are you going? btw, it has been ....urh, 5 years since i last saw you. hahah.

2005-07-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

ife a lot a lot to say.

if you guys cant read it, den too bad.

2005-07-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

back from school, actually town.

im sick and i think im going to die soon. [ im kidding about this dying part. ]

we wanted to _____ [ fill in the blank ] abc but sdunfaslknflasdnuofiesnbfndlngisnfslkenfirngfknbl
okay, if you dont understand, nvm, you dont have to understand yes?

went and send my brother off yesterday. quite sad actually. sigh. imagine someone close to you for 17 years is leaving and ayes, i dnoe la. anyway, he will be back in dec. hopefully he will come back. hahaha. oh, i heard that he cant find any food in melb. as the shop/restaurant/fastfood is closed. wtf. when it's only 3plus in the afternoon la?

anyway, sam, if you are reading this, i dont think ______ [ you know who ] look like ailin la? okay, maybe a little bit but BUT at least shes better right? seriously, she dont even look like a rabbit on her picture.

2005-06-30T16:35:00.000+08:00

im in town now.

sam is on the phone with xiang jiao.

im logging out.

bye.

2005-06-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

im at home today due to shortage of money for transport and i can hardly pay for my own expenses.

i need my possessions back now. i really need them. please call me you stupid people from amk police headquarters. dammit.

PAF exam tmr. i wil be studying for it [ I THINK ] since im staying at home.

my best fren JOANNA CHIA SHU WEN is mine. hahaha. =D

2005-06-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

com skills paper was quite alright.

went town with sam.

thats all you need to know.

bye.

2005-06-28T02:09:00.000+08:00

blogskin changed.

communication skills exam later and i cant fucking sleep.

im so glad that things dont turn out right for you. wait, do you even know who am i talking about. if you dnoe, dont jump into conclusion. (:

eh i think im damm bad but who cares. hahahaha. not me, not him, not her, not you so haha. go and sleep.

bye.

2005-06-24T13:32:00.000+08:00

slept and 6 plus in the morning and i just woke up thanks to _____. [ YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE ]

anyway, i dnoe why im feeling this way. when people mention about you to me or complain stuff about you to me, i did not stand up for you and yet deep inside my heart, i was cursing and swearing at you like fuck. you should know who you are. you are just another hypocrite down the street. this time round, im talking about HER. im pretty sure those people whos close to me now should know who im talking about and im 99.9% sure that you know im refering to you. (:

there are umpteen reasons why i shouldnt blog much today.

2005-06-15T02:44:00.000+08:00

haha. hi. long time no blog eh. ANYWAY, HE TALKED TO ME AFTER SO SO LONG LA. =DD seriously, i stil dnoe what went wrong in the past. okay nvm. thats not the point. he just realised that my bag and some of my stuff is still with him and hes meeting me tmr. =D and i havent seen him for SOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG. okay, since i left kcp. it's a good thing that sam is meeting ju tmr so i can meet him. i miss him SOOOOOOO MUCH LA. stupid ass. haha.

oh. spend my weekend with my cousins. cus my brother is gonna go overseas and study so celebrate and stuff. i enjoyed my cousins company and stuff. ahahahaha. esp. xueting and lijun. (:

went school and went town-ing with sam. (: our friendship is stil going on strongly. ahahaha.

thinking abt it, sam and i had nvr been in the same class before and we dont hang out with each other in school. we jus went for ndp and yea, we got to know each other better and we had been going out since then. 2oo3 til now. seriously speaking, we HAVENT/NEVER pissed each other off and not even one incident that both of us actually argue over some stuf. even if we did, we will be alright after 3 sec. as in really lah. either me or her will jus smile/laugh and things will go back t normal. i love her as my best friend. unlike SOME PEOPLE. anyway, im suppose t be happy. hahahaha. not bitching about some people like __________ [ fill in the blank ] .

anyway people i need your help.
1) take your handphone.
2) go to ' write message ' .
3) type your name.
4) send it to my number.

THANK YOU. i lost all my contact.

2005-06-02T02:30:00.000+08:00

im pissed over what, i dnoe. pms-ing i guess.

you talk as if you are fucking big but when you gotta face it, you wil ask others to do it. like what the fuck la. and when you borrow stuff you will not fucking return. you said you will do this and that but whats the fucking outcome. you should know it lah huh. i think you all are all cowards. whatever la. always thinking that you are -oh-so-great- . but sad to say i think you are jus a small fucking asswipe. when you need others, you expect he/she to be there for you and stuff but ayes, when you dont need it, you will dump he/she aside and whats worst. you will start putting words into peoples mouth. so hilarious la. you always like to deny facts like nobodys business and i dnoe why la. deny for what fuck la. is like you done it den admit la. why wanna find excuses to cover up for yourself issit? so what if manage to cover up for yourself? BIG AH. woah. and you always tell people, '' if you got the guts, come and say this and that right in front of me la. why wanna do things behind my back and backstab me '' . eh my dear, aint you the same as them. you only dare to talk but dont even dare to say it in front of them. ayes, what fuck la. you think you what. haiya. whatever la. and you ah. when you talk to people, you expect people to reply you immediately and what? when you tell people something, yes, you fucking call but after one ring, you hang down and expect others to call you back but when others dont call you back, you will get pissed and stuff. what fuck la you. you like to show attitude to others right, show la.if this carry on, i bet all your friends will leave you. lol. ayes, like you will listen. haiz. eh stop having this thinking -im-always-right-and-you-are-always-wrong attitude la. think you what. short and fat big fuck ah. eh i so scare what? .....ASSWIPE LAH YOU. and if you think you are -oh-im-so-cool, eh fuck off. look at the mirror la. listen to my advice. ahahahaha. i think you got a hum jing peng face. LOL.

anyway, all those wasnt refering to just one person. refering to A LOT A LOT of people okay. aint picking on anyone. yea. LOL.

i feel much better now. ahahaha. and if i pissed someone off jus now, sorry.

BYE.

2005-05-12T14:15:00.000+08:00

okay. i will make a quick one.

the time is 1413 and im meeting sam at 1500. obviously i will be late. sam, i know you wil be reading this, so hahaha. be nice okay. i know you will. please be nice to me and not @#%^^$#!~!^^%$# me later when i see you. haha.

thats about it.

oh. i love my name- marilyn. so nice lah. woah. bye bye.

2005-05-08T03:08:00.000+08:00

jus came back home. the cab driver ought t be shot pls. anyway, was with sam and banana.

met sam at first and we went thru some shit cus we were broke. ahahahaha. but im quite sure she enjoyed it too. ((: anyway, we met banana at uhm bishan and we were planning to __________ [ dont ask cus i wont say ] and __________ [ dont ask too] . is fun tho but we failed in both task. but is alright. ahahaha. im looking forward to out thrusday outing. i like sam as my buddy. ahahaha. shes like so nice lah? thanks for everything yea. and urh as for banana, i think shes okay lah. shes better den a lot of ppl i know. YEAAA.

2005-05-07T02:43:00.000+08:00

was on the phone with ____ [ fill in the blank ] and ______ [ fill in the blank ] til like 2 min ago.

was talking about some particular person [ lets name it xxx ]. i think we esp. _______ [ fill in the blank ] was very !#@$%^(%&*(&^$)&* with xxx. dont wanna comment much about it but yea, this is for you if you're reading it.

xxx.
im pretty sure youre also aware of whats happening in your life. all your friends are leaving you and stuff. well, is your attitude that cause yourself into this position. yes, i know i got no rights t say this t you but at least realising your mistake now is better den when youre in 20 plus right. you only msg me when you know you can gain something from me. is like what lah. you expect me to dig out my book and learn things that ife nvr learn before and you even pass me your book and ask me to figure out the question and teach you. is like i never learn it before lah? anyway, you keep saying people this and that but have you ever realised that youre also the same kind? you said people change from bad to worst but what about you. you are much worst. taking advantage of us and stuff and when a prob arise you will treat us so good and in the end. leaving us [ you know who you people are ] in lurch with all the cleaning to do. is this what a friend should do? when we face problem, are you there for us. i doubt so. but each time you face problem, you expect us to be there for you and is like it's our duty to be there for you when you treat us like %$#@!($%^%(*&^%$#@! . i dont wanna continue any further. stop making use of the people arnd you and yes, do some reflection.

nobody likes you..
everyone left you..
they are all without you..
having fun..

2005-05-03T03:27:00.000+08:00

back from eating mag. mee.

was blogging for sam the other time and i realised i myself havent been blogging for my blog as well so yea.

uhm was out with sam and yea. was like talking abt friends and stuff. ask'd her if she did drift apart from some of her frens ever since she left school and stuff. well, i think im drifting apart away from my kcp friends as well. maybe they're having exams now and thats why we dint really talk much and stuff. i dnoe. i really dont. im not saying that its anyone fault here but anyhow, all the best for your mye. (:

jus imagine. everyone is in school having their mye and you? at home slacking. you might think im enjoying and stuff but NO. im not enjoying. haiz. i dnoe lah. like whats the point. say so much and get lala here and there.

ever since ________ [ lets call that person abc ] and i uhm i dnoe? things aint gg any better but it got worst instead. each time i have problem or wht fuck, abc will always be there and telling me '' ayes, dont worry lah. nothing will happen '' and abc will talk some sense into me. and abc know wht am i thinking. i dont have to say much and abc understand and stuff. abc will always be there for me whenever i needed abc. we will go out and stuff like nobodys business and uhm nvm. i think i should stop here. dont wanna go any further. not like things will turn out to be better or what.

we were letting go of something special. something we will never have again.
why do we never know what we have got till it's gone.

2005-03-19T13:16:00.000+08:00

it has been quite sometime since i last blog.

wil be meeting cous. and yanhui later. towning as usual. it has been quite sometime since i last saw tha both of em. ahaha. miss em lots. xDD

yest. was with SAM. accompany her work lah? free labour. MADNESS !! !@#$%^&* den urh met up with plynn. havent see her for 13 days. ahahaha. shes damn nice yest lah? lol. she bought me wht i want from isetan supermarket. ahahaha. thanks. den yea, urh went towning with plynn while SAM was working. town till 9 plus i think den urh back and find SAM and we cabbed down t cine t eat FISH. ahahahahahaha. ALRIGHT.

fuck you right back. bye bye.

il update later. lol.

2005-02-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

im talking t him now. urh yea. dnoe lah. im urh dnoe lah. haiz. nehow, happy vday everyone.

2005-02-13T12:48:00.000+08:00

hellos. havent been blogging. yes, i like it this way. okay, blog later.

2005-02-09T01:38:00.000+08:00

why tha fuck am i always giving into you. i got a lot of why-s in my mind but im jus lazy t type it al out. i think wht pris, pin and irene said abt eu make sense.

did you appreciate wht i do for you. when you show me ur fucking attitude, did i fucking say a word? i DID NOT. why. cus i dont wanna have any misunderstanding or whtever but i doubt eu fucking understand.nvm, i think i wil learn hw t be evil and not treat you so nice to you.

ahahaha. nvm. im dont care neways. LOL. bye retards.

2005-02-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

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HEH. okay lahh. so it isnt marilyn whos bloggin okay.
pearlynn bloggin on her behalf here. haha. ((:

neway, pls read this. LOL.

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ayee, i did my job. i blogged sthh fer her, so TATA, im off! ((:

xoxo ;
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2005-02-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

im not looking forward into anything now.
im doing things that im not suppose t be doing.
dont ask me why.
i jus dnoe tha reason.

i need you like i always do.
i need you to cheer me up.
i need you to make me laugh.
i need you to tell me what to do.
i want to go out with you everyday like before.
i want to take trains with you for no reason.
i want to bully you.
i want to kick you, beat you and pinch you.
i like to throw my temper at you.
i like to bully you.
i like to insult people with with you.
i like to keep your stupid things.
i want things to be like before.
i want this and i want that.
but can i get what i want.

like wht i said, things aint tha same anymore. i dnoe tha reason why we wil end up like this. somehow, i really dont wish to see you today AT ALL. you knw me the best. you knw what i want. you want wht am i thinking abt and you also knw how t hurt me the most huh. wel done. thats not the point. i really need you now. sigh.

2005-01-31T21:15:00.000+08:00

im fucking piss'd now due t some reason. okay nvm.

i think eu'r quite funny lah. you fucking claim that shes ur best fren and you said best fren wont do this and that but have you ever realised that how much fucking fuck you have done? harassing ppl here and there? when theres problem, you wil start saying sorry and ask for forgiveness but when everything is solved, there you go again. you never seems to realise ur mistake dont you. people do have feelings you see. when you keep begging and keep asking for forgiveness when you fucking dont wanna turn over a new leaf, ppl tends t lose trust on you and whts the outcome? and whats the fuck do you gain when you harass ppl? NOTHING but troubles coming your way. yea, i knw eu re cursing and scolding me now but i dont care. do wht you want. we wil see wht wil happen to you. you want my fren t trust you. she did trust you as she thought you wil change for the better but wht have you done t her trust? ...aye, i dont wanna continue alr lah. im tired. and pls ah. this is my blog. i got my own rights t say wht i want and this is how i feel abt this lah. you got no fucking rights t say this and that.

yanhui- and yea, i cut my hair again. haiz. i dont like my hair lah. so fucking short. lol. uhm i wil tel eu when ife the chance yea? lol. not so nice t say here. ((:

iReNe- lol. hellos irene ang. ilove you lah. not that poser. we wil see whos the poser yea. we wil find out soon right? ahahaha. =DDDDDDD

PRISCILLIA- ahahaha. i dnoe why we re like super giam now lah. lol. dnoe how t spell. ahahaha. i love you lots. ((: =D

ahahaha. nvm. i jus complained t my dad abt some ppl. lol. but he dont want t complain. haiz. eh i realised today is a mood swing cum pms-ing day eh. lol. bye bye. retarded chickens.

2005-01-29T11:41:00.000+08:00

YAY! i think irene's aunt hse in orchard is damn cool lah. ahahah. shes gonna stay there for awhile. went t tha police station and yea, lidat lah. shld elaborate so much. ahahaha.

k e l l y- ahahaha. i miss you too. what do eu mean by eu miss me in a way. LOL. cya !!

yanhui- huh. whts wrong with tha both of eu. lol. eh me too. this particular tcher had been catching me since day one. and my school tchers and principal re reading students' blog lah. -.-

poser irene- this is tha first time eu'r creating trouble at my blog aye? think of it, i think eu haf been doing this for quite sometime alr huh. re eu tired of it? i gues not. like wht i said before, al this wont affect us, even irene. i think eu shld try smth new lah. like uhm talking t us face t face and stuff. AHAHAHA. but think of it, i think eu'r a coward. only dare t play this stupid childish game online with us. eh how old alr. stil wna play. oh btw, happy waiting for a police t knock on ur door at catch eu aye? well, take care for now. ahahahahahaha. tha police is on their way. ((: enjoy ur chinese new year with family lah. ahahahaha. aft collecting al tha hong baos, il see eu at tha police station alright? i suggest eu better stop wht eu'r doing now before matter get worse lah.

PRIS- ...ayes. we WENT t tha police alr wht. ahahahaha. ayes, we wil soon find out who tha person is right. so yea, lets sit back and reclax. ahahaha. =D love you pris.

2005-01-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

had been eating breakfast for the past three days before school starts together with irene, garyson and terence. roti prata and bee hoon. lol.

yesterday
--- i love yesterday. i love kelly. i love pin pin. i love simonne. i love priscillia. and i love irene too. i shal not elaborate wht happen'd cus i dont find a need for eu ppl t knw. ahahaha. sorry.

today
--- went jamie's house. pizza and chatting. enjoy'd today. it has been such a long time since tha six of us hang out tgt yea. seriously, im really happy t see jamie is enjoying her life at her new school. i think she sort of click quite well with tha ppl there. ahahaha. pris and i sort of r-a-p-e jessica lah. lol. so damn fucking funny pls. she was screaming and screaming. ahahaha. pris and her idea. AHAHAHA. im innocent okay. lol.

and that hui wen. shes naive and brainless. talk without using her brain. nevermind, i forgive you. you'r jus a computer right. HAIZ. [[ five hope ppl wil knw wht i mean ]]

kahhyee- heys. anws, dont always sleep in klas lah. pls listen t wht tha tcher is talking abt.

yanhui- hellos dear. i miss you lots. i miss my cousin too.

k e l l y- you love every _ _ _ _ _-ing session dont you. ahahaha. pls bring along a jacket in future. ahahaha.

audz- yea, i miss him.

PRIS- ahahahaha. i love you.

sotong ball- eh miracle leh. eu'r a FEW SECONDS earlier den both me and garyson. ahahaha. eu got sotong legs t bring eu from queenstown t bishan ah. LOL.

ilovemyfriends.

2005-01-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

talking t cunxi now. thinking of it, we have been in tha same school for 8 years. lol. yea, hes one of my fren who knows me better den anyone else. ahahaha. nvm, i miss him lotsa lah !!!

2005-01-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

haiz.

i miss the times when we always hang out together.
i miss a lot of stuff we do together.
i miss your complains.
i miss the times when we will always pass sweets around.
i miss eating sweets with you.
i miss telling you all my problems.
i miss the way you are always there for me.
i miss buying food for you during recess.
i miss your presence.
i miss the way you care for us.
i miss your blurness.
i miss you sitting beside me in klas.
i miss you telling me '' lets sleep okay. ''
i miss you the way you make me laugh in klas.
i miss you getting trouble along with me.
i miss your heck-care-attitude.
i miss you failing ur chem and social studies with me.
i miss you sitting at the table waiting for us to buy ur food.
i miss you telling us lotsa stuff.
i miss you saying '' i love you darling '' to all of us.
i miss your handwriting.
i miss going to ur house.
i know i kant name out everything but
i miss your everything.
i miss you jamie.

haiz.

fuck lah. i dnoe why il miss jamie. its like out of tha sudden. i miss tha four of us tgt lah. RAHH !!!!! but i doubt she wil be reading this. ahahahaha. nvm. as long as i know, the four of us will always be together and we will be there for you !!! ahahahaha. love you.

i miss dele and jess too. HAIZ. no one to laugh with me in klas. no one to listen to my complains. no one is gonna accompany me when i shout in klas. no one is gonna not-hand-in-homework with me. none of my present klasmate understand me. things would be better if jamie is in klas but aiya, nvm. no one is gonna remind me what am i suppose to do. no one is gonna entertain me when im bored. theres no one i can really really trust in this clas. need time to trust ppl right. lol. why dint jamie and i study for n level. WHY SIA. okay, no point regreting. ahahahahah. i miss jamie, jess and dele. i miss tha four of us. and not forgetting pris, waner, irene and gang and tha whole four hp`04. im sure they miss me too. ahahahahahha.

okay, i miss yishan too. lol. i miss cutting her hair and YAY !! bullying her tgt with jess and ppl. ahahahaha. actually this ailin is not bad lah. she can be my personal assistant. ahahaha. nvm. LOL.

geog test tmr. ahahahaha. damn. im gonna miss jamie's answer. LOL.

PRIS- yay! i miss you lots lah. lol.

IRENE- ahahaha. wht bounces back from msia. lol. dont be an arse lah. LOL. eu better wake up on time tmr. ahahahaha. nvm, i wil call eu. =D cya !!

2005-01-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

i went out tday and yea. out with pris and ahahaha. nvm. i enjoy'd myself lah. den saw pearlynn lah. lol. okay, so we went seoul garden and eat and eat and eat and yea, talk'd lah. ahahaha. =D and we watch'd kung fu hustle lah. ...aiyo. dumb show. pris was like '' so lame lah. '' and stuf. ahahaha. den we went home. LOL. i tel eu, my father is a bitch. okay, bastard.

SAM- aiya, eu go and die lah.

2005-01-22T14:48:00.000+08:00

hellos !! im back !! havent been blogging much simply cus i dont feel like. some arsewipe reading this and telling tchers wht i wrote and stuff.

i woke up and i dont feel like going out. its tha same yest but i stil went out. went town yest. ayes, nothing new. i think im feeling damn stress. lol. i dnoe why. ever since school started, i havent been having enough sleep. sigh. imagining sleeping 14 to 18 hours a day for 3 mths and now eu only get to sleep 6 hours a day? i kant do it. i stil tends t fall aslp in klas.

wht wil my life be with my frens next year. okay, i shal not go into that. its stil tha beginning of tha year. and another thing. i think im gonna erase some people off my msn list. having em on my list is one thing. not talking t em is another thing. they re jus wasting my space lah. everytime when ppl add me, that msn wil say my contact list is full and i kant add this person. ayes, i dnoe lah. im jus in a fuck'd up mood now. i think its tha time of tha month. wadever lah.

terence- yes yes. il rmb ur cap lah. ahahaha. im bored. and eu'r going town later. lol. nvm. lol.

PRIS- i miss mrs ng. i dnoe why. i dint get t talk t her on wed. fuck lah. sigh.

irene = sotong ball- seriously man, why kant we think of any nicer name? fishball sound so wrong lah. ahahaha. imagine going out with me and eu ppl jus say, '' eh fishball .... '' . so pai seh pls. oh, eu ppl re alrd doing that. FUCK. lol.

k e l l y- i mentioned in my last post wht. yea, lol. go t school and stop skipping school lah. idiot. lol.

i feel like scolding someone. but i dnoe who t scold!!!!!! aiya, im damn piss'd lah. nvm, shal talk t rence. RAHH !!!!!!

2005-01-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

MADNESS! #@*&%

was walking towards five hope and my handphone got confiscated. #@%&*!@ im damn sad lah. but i got back my sim card. ate with ball ball gang. lol. weird name huh. oh i shal intro eu tha ball ball gang. irene, pin pin, simonne, nat and me. jus feel so fucking weird without my phone ard. ...AYE! i dont wna talk alr lah.

il reply eu al in my next post. i miss my phone. im learning how t use a nokia phone now. sigh.

2005-01-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

eh i went hme aft school. lol. i repeat, i went hme aft school. lol. but i dint study lah. i slept and some arse woke me up for dnoe wht reason.

oh, i like school today. ahahaha. i like chapel tha most lah. rence wil knw why but seriously lah, who on earth wil pluck their armpit hair in tha hall and left it there for others t see. mayb its not armpit hair, its something else but i dont wna say it out. eh really lah. will any of eu pluck ur armpit hair and left it in tha hall? no right. at least throw it away lah. but who wil fucking do such things in tha first place. ...HAIYO. forget it. i dont wna sae anything lah.

shal continue with my slp. lol.

iReNe- yes yes, eu belong t tha eat-with-me- gang. lol. eh thats a good thing wht and stop calling me fishball head. now that jessica is calling me that. lol. i repeat, my name is MARILYN. ahahaha. such a nice name. and dont say thanks lah. wht re frens for. ((: lurfe ya.

pin pin- eh dont call me fishball lah. i think eu re damn bias lah. everytime see me, eu wil go like this, '' fishball fishball ...... '' . why dint eu call simonne meatball!? sigh. LOL. yea, i like bitch with eu. lol. when is our next bitching session? lol.

PRIS- yea, i miss you lah. ahahahaha. this thurs tgt with jess, dele and JAMIE CHOW. i miss tha times when we re tgt as a clique. oh wels.

deL- hoii. since when i like t get into troubles? okay, i do lah but not with ________ . [[ eu knw who. ]] eh eh, we hardly go out now leh. lol. so sad. eu lah, everytime not free. lol. but its alright, i stil love eu like i use t. LOL. sound so wrong but iloveyou lah. LOL.

k e l l y- yea, i learnt my lesson too. LOL. sigh. im bored. tell eu secret next time. LOL.

hi

2005-01-16T15:07:00.000+08:00

im supposed to help her update but im like in a rush. AH WE MET AND WENT HOME LAH OKAY.

sam was here

2005-01-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

went school with irene. since my eat-with-me-aft-school gang had ccas aft klas, dint eat with em xcept pin. oh, pris tag along too. shes damn cute lah. actually i miss her lots.

sam- yea. but i jus saw eu today lah. lol. take care.

PRIS- lol. i saw wht eu wrote in ur blog. lol. i think eu'r damn powerful lah. ahahahaha. my partner!

like wht i xpect, some ppl wil tel some other ppl wht i said abt em and stuf but this is my blog. i got my rights t sae wht i want. i mean its like we can write abt our thoughts and feeling if we want t wht. even that blogger said that we can publish our thoughts down wht. ...EY! im tired alr. no matter wht i sae and stuf, il ALWAYS lose wht.

its time for us t change our blog add and gues we shldnt put any links up on our blog and yea, only true friends wil knw our blog add. wht do eu think abt that. but thinking of that, eu wil nvr knw whos ur true friends cus things wil start t change sooner or later. im damn pissed lah.

2005-01-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

went sch w irene. nth much happened in sch jus that kah yee is in perth now. dint rlly g t toilet but i did went t five hope. lol. slept in klas and YAY. go home. fucking alsagolf. she stil catches me even when i dont have her lesson. FUCK YOU LAH. okay, thats not tha point.

bought cake for pin aft school. uhm came back t sch cus pin and gang had t do accounts proj. but in tha end, dint do lah. went mos and YES. haha. we bitched abt a lot of stuf. lol. and i jus love bitching with em [[ pin, kelly and irene. ]] AHAHA. ((:

ianz- HELLOS. lol. yea eu too. study hard. lol. how i wish asalgolf catch eu for ur hair and pick on you lah. lol.

yanhui- i msg'd eu BEFORE my klas test. not during. -.-

k e l l y- yes, i love gossiping with you, pin and irene. lol. somehow i jus wonder why dint we talk so much when we re in tha same klas? but when we re in tha diff. klas, we can talk so much ah. lol. pls tel me why. LOL.

HAPPY B'DAY PIN PIN.

i dnoe why am i missing eu nw. wht actually happened between us. i rlly dnoe. wel, mayb my frens were right. eu'r jus another bastard but i stil love eu lah. lol. oh shit. i love a bastard. ahahaha. nvm.

2005-01-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

!#@*%=&^$

screw eu bitch. xpect'd that this t happen. eu fucking find me again. like wht i said, i wasnt tha one who wrote al those stuf on my shirt so i dnoe lah. its my shirt wht. wad i wna do t my shirt is my problem. none of ur fucking problem right? call principal? cal lah. i doubt eu even rmb abt it lah.

sat with bitchmate tday. haha. aint that boring lah. lol. took mrt with tha green tea gang. was suppose t go town but smth happened. met up with gina and pin joined us later. was bitching al tha way lah. ahahaha.

kahh yee- yea. eu wil be flying in eight hours time and il miss you. dont worry. il miss al tha toilet sessions and stuff. lol. walking t 5hope with eu and bitching with eu. do take care of urself alright? i think wht i wna sae t eu have been mention in that book of urs. lol. rmb, read it in perth. not sgp. lol. cya real soon alright. i love you bitch mate. lol.

iRenE- haha. yea yea yea, i wil teach eu how t cook fishball lah. lol. im bored. eh eh eh, eat lunch with me aft school. LOL. nvm, i knw pin wil do that. ahahaha. and dont stress urself okay. lol. stress urself not good eh. must be like me. lol. btw, finish ur proj alr? LOL. and take care pls.

accounts test tmr. lol. dont need t study one lah. lol. okay nvm. eh tmr i dont have alsagolf lesson! HAHA.

2005-01-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

eu fucking made me buy a new shirt and eu stil tel tha fucking bookshop aunty t get tha smallest size 38 for me. and eu said my hair was messy and stuf. wah lau eh. can eu stop catching me for one fucking day? wil eu die? i doubt so eh. eu wna call my parents? call as many times as eu want. i doubt they give a fucking shit abt eu. waste my fucking sixteen bucks on this fucking kcp shirt. eh please lah. i rather donate it t some arsehole rather den buying lah. i got 6 uniform at home alr lah. yea yea, im sure eu wil catch me tmr. lets see eu gotta sae abt me lah. chee bye kia.

four free periods. okay, actually is five cus i did finish my accounts hmwrk alr. uhm went mos with rene, pin, simonne, nat and kelly. they were suppose t do poa proj. lol. dnoe lah. went town with pearlynn again. eh shes damn irritating lah. forever asking me t shut up and she keep saeing im a retard. LOL. kidding. lol. bitchmate is leaving on thursday. )): im gonna miss her. lol.

SAM- yes im free. lol. alright, tel me when t meet and stuf alright. lol.

PRIS- lol. okay lah. im tha bad one alright? im FOREVER tha bad one. -.- not fair lah. why that bitch always catch me and she nvr catch eu? tell me why!!!

kahhyee- BITCH-MATE. =D kant join tha dnt or fnn klases. mrs tang said we hafe t go t tha library. lol. fuck. tmr is ur last day. okay, not ur last but eu knw wht i mean lah. im gonna miss eu lah. im sure tha toilet bowl wil miss eu too. LOL.

iReNe- wht fishball. lol. i think im damn sad lah. my name is marilyn but yet eu al call me fishball. lol. dont sae thanks. lol. thats tha only subj i can help eu al wht. lol. if eu ask me abt maths or sci, aye, i wont be able t help eu. happy doing ur proj ah! =D

and and and. i saw lotsa jokers today but i only manage t capture one of their pic. sigh. pearlynn lah. lol.

2005-01-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

fuck you. eu pick'd on colleen and me once eu step into tha fucking klas. reason cus we dint come t school and eu thought we dint wna come tgt or smth. fuck you. we dint even plan anything and eu fucking catch me for my hair. eu said it was messy. xcuse me! wht tha fuck can i do with my hair. i dint put wax on it wht. tel me wht shld i do since eu said it was messy. it jus spike on its own. okay, i dont wna spoil my night cus of eu. ahahahaha. i stil got lotsa thing t do. fuck off. ((:

tday lesson was better den before. lol. sat with bitchmate during accounts and social studies. town aft that with pearlynn. and and and i found quite a few jokers in twn tday. AHAHAHA. shit lah. oh, dele told me that joker no. 1 was from monks hill. lol. nvm.

; pearlynn- okay lah. i started it. show eu tha jokers lah. lol. nvm, eu saw it today alr wht. lol. seriously, jokers really brighten up our day wht. lol. dont eu think so. lol.

PRIS- wht rubbish. okay lah. im always tha bad one and eu re always tha good one. [[ sorry god, i jus lied. ]] lol. why do eu hafe t convince urself that eu re tha good one. lol. NO GOOD.

sam- eh when eu decide wht eu really wna do, tel me. lol. stop suggesting ideas t me lah. im fine with anything. eu decide lah. lol. eh, i stil haven get my stuf. oh, eu stil owe me my christmas present right. i think eu know wht i want from you. lol.

wht am i suppose t do when they re having fnn/dnt tmr. four periods okay! and i kant go home. bitchmate is having her dnt i think. lol. and and shes flying in two days time. sad life. lol. bitchmate ah!

i think il do my homework for today. okay, maybe not. im tired.

2005-01-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

town'd with SAM. nothing much happened xcept for that joker in my phone. i think she brighten up my day. ' she ' as in tha joker. nvm, forget it. i shal nt talk abt fat ppl tday. went breeks and juncti8n. cldnt find wht i want so nvm, forget it.

SAM- nahs, i dont wan t publish my post in tha newspaper. al tha fat ppl wil come aft me lah. lol. CITYLINK ah!

PRIS- huh. lol. excuse me. im so much nicer den eu lah. wht re eu talking abt. eu always bully ppl pls.

; pearlynn- okay. im damn nasty. i knw. lol. everything is MY fault. its always mine even if its yours. happy? lol. eh i got smth t show eu lah. lol.

yanhui- i dint sae fat ppl dont have parents wht. lol. dont anyhow accuse me alright. lol. yea yea, whtever. LOL.

fuck man. eu re such a liar. always telling ppl that eu wna retire and stuf. when tha hell re eu gonna retire? eu have been telling ppl eu wna retire since i was sec two? jus stop catching me for my fucking attire, hair and shoe wil eu. ...FUCK YOU. i knw eu read students' blog and stuf but so what. do eu think i care? hellos ms asagoff! im talking t eu, can eu fucking hear me?

2005-01-09T02:00:00.000+08:00

back frm cwp. watch'd fockers again. wht shld i sae ah. lol. i dnoe. nvm, i shal talk abt my klas. tha ppl there sucks esp. that fat guy. i dnoe why i loathe fat ppl so much lah. but even if hes nt fat, i knw il also hate him for some reason. in short my klas is boring xcept my bitching-cum-toilet-cum-slacking partner kah yee. nvm.

supposED t g twn with jamie, jess, dele and pris. but pris and i cldnt make it. had t g t parkway for some reason. lol. pearlynn knw why lah. was heading town t meet jamie and clique but they was abt t leave town alr so i met up with pearlynn. LOL. nvm.

so yar, uhm we went ard searching for her bro's present and wht happened ah. oh, gt some stalkers stalk us. ey, i dint realise it til pearlynn told me. was insulting and laughing at FAT ppl in town cus i dnoe why. lol. pearlynn influence me. LOL. okay, nvm. fat fat FAT.

i think fat ppl re cute lah. dont ask me why. i mean fat ppl bring lotsa joy into our life. dont eu think so? they make us laugh and by laughing they brighten up our day and YES. they re attention seeking. why? cus of their size and ppl wil go like eh-so-fat- or aiyo-dont-block-my-view-lah lol. okay, maybe i wil sae that. lol. plus plus fat ppl re attractive right? i mean they attract us in some way or another. lol. in short, fat ppl make a huge impact in my life. lol. alright, i think i shld stop here. lol. anws, no insult ah. lol.

; pearlynn- wht my fault. lol. blame it on urself. who ask eu t be so attractive. lol. attract indians and stalkers. and pls be nice t me. lol. eu re so nasty. always asking me to shut up and eu re always saying im irritating, evil, and its always my fault when its yours. lol. okay lah. nvm. you also teach me how t laugh at fat ppl and insult em. LOL. to al fat readers : if i ever insult or laugh at eu ppl, pls forgive me. its pearlynn's fault lah. not mine. AHAHAHA.

SAM- hows my post. LOL.

PRIS- im done alr. lol. im always nice what. knn. re eu being sarcastic. LOL. eu always laugh when eu lied. lol. i dnoe why.

FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT....

2005-01-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

went t school. bitch abt others and lunch with irene, pin, nat and simonne. town'd with pearlynn. lol. was slping when she did her hmwrk. i think the journey back home was damn funny lah. -.- this black chao tah guy and her. lol. okay nvm. inside joke.

yanhui- lol. transfer school or drop out? lol. kidding. what happened t ur hair. lol. if ur hair got caught den i suppose sharlene also got caught right. lol. yea, school sucks what.

PRIS- why think it that way? HORH!!! eu must have said smth abt me or others right. lol. nahs, aint eu lah. chill.

2005-01-06T00:41:00.000+08:00

went sch for dnoe wht lah. relief tcher al tha way. went town, watch'd movie, help sandra think of some stupid stuf. came home.

eu re jus another hypocrite aye. im not saying that eu backstab me or wht. i dnoe wht but yea, eu backstab others and ...AYE! i dnoe lah. its like i dnoe if eu re saying tha truth al tha time or eu re lying. seriously eu can join tha media and yea, win lotsa award LAH. come t school for wht. eu re jus someone who yak yak yak saying eu wil do this and that but wht abt ur actions? does it match? NO. eu always got lotsa comments abt others, but kant eu reflect on urself? eu re jus tha same. i dont wish t sae this but ife no choice.

its YOU im talking abt. i knw eu wil read my blog. but wait. i doubt eu knw im talking abt eu. go think abt it yea. im not refering t my other friends, jamie, jess, dele but YOU. yea yea whtever. eu re jus tha same lah. -.-

yanhui- i msg'd eu tday but eu were busy and eu said eu wil reply, but eu dint. liar cum ditcher lah. lol. neways, take care.

PRIS- haha. eu cute? uhm?

kelly- yea. did any tcher catch eu? doubt so lah. lol.

2005-01-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

dint g sch tday. nth much happen either. i loathe sch due t some reason and im dragging myself t g t sch everyday. whtever. this is driving me crazy pls. got caught frm head t toe.

i dint even spike my hair. it jus stand on it own so wht can i do abt it.
hw t tuck in when theres a string tied t ur shirt. okay, actually can lah.
my fuck bands. yea, il take it off.
havent buy that sch socks hw t wear.
shoe? i dnoe whts wrong. oh, maybe is cus of that drawing jess drew for me.

al my frens end sch at 140 and i must end sch at 215. why? reason cus four hope take either dnt or fnn. eh fuck pls. i nvr take these two subj and i must stay til 215 with em. this is hell. and and on fridays my frens end at 1230 and me, 105.

yanhui- im bored lah. sigh. i forgot t msg eu. lol. was slping and stuf. neways, il msg eu tmr! i promise. wait for my msg alright. eu must be a loner in klas right. lol. no more sharlene. lol. ...AYE! me too. lol. friday friday FRIDAY!

theres something troubling me, but i dnoe wht is it. lol. weird. byebye kpo-s.

[[ edit ]]

©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
steven dyed his hair.. but nv get caught..
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
when BS Tay in class, stef bao toh him..
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
zechoa went for 2nd hair cut.. he went ytd but teacher still tinks it is long..
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
forgotten which guy sae e teacher follow dem to e barber shop, den 'teach' e barber to cut..
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
tink is stef sae de..
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
dunno which teacher bring a ruler along..
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
guys hair after e ear onli cn grow up till 1.5cm..?
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
HUH.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
den girls?
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
gals, hair cnnt messy loh.. tat's y pris get caught..
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
den went for haircut 17 bucks.. she was in a bad mood..
[[ m a r i l y n ]] -says:
messy as in wht.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
messy as in wht.
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
erm.. lyk ur hair..?
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
u noe pris ytd de hairstyle mah..?
©º°¨Life is nothing without Friendship¨°º© says:
mk it messy lyk jus wake up loh..

KISS MY ARSE LAH!

2005-01-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

uhm hellos world. im back from town. yea yea, as usual. was quite boring at first but but but its fun overall. ahahahaha. tel eu ppl a secret. SAM and i stalk ppl in town. =D. ahahahahaha. but i think that white top girl kinda suspect us cus ...AYE! nvm, forget it. oh, and if tha white top girl and tha black spag. girl is reading this, AHAHAHAHA. too sad lah. jonathan ask'd me t do that and i love doing that too. ((:

school is starting in a few fucking pathetic hours and im NOT looking forward t it. new ppl, new frens WHATEVER LAH. this stupid benjamin doesnt wanna sit with me cus he got frens in THAT klas. and who on earth am i gna sit with? ailin? definitely no. colleen? i dnoe. sigh. jamie jamie JAMIE CHOW EE TENG! i hate eu lah. )): ditch me. i dont mind eu ditching me, but but BUT not t tha xtend when eu ditch me with this kind of ppl. sigh. whtever lah.

lynn- heys. uhm take care and enjoy urself in school. cya soon yea.

SHARLENE- sad life pls. even yanhui agreed that eu'r a sarcastic person. stil wna deny ah. and and and dont forget abt our outing alright. NEXT WEEK okay! as in first week of school. yea, i miss eu lah, cousin. i dnoe why am i missing tha evil cousin.

YAN HUI- yay! eu agreed with me. ((: i knw eu wil. and and and, pls reply me when i msg eu cus i knw il be bored. ...AYE! il msg eu in a few hours time. trust me lah. sigh. i miss eu too darl. love eu. btw, pls dont hate ur life. eu stil got me.

I MISS YOU JAMIE CHOW EE TENG. did eu see that? sigh.

2005-01-01T07:28:00.000+08:00

okay. im stil awake. talking t cousin frm jus now til now. eh i tel eu. shes so sarcastic lah. wtf. and shes claiming that shes nice and stuff.

§håR£eÑe says:
okok
§håR£eÑe says:
fine fine
§håR£eÑe says:
my sweetttttttt cousin!
§håR£eÑe says:
i've doubted u all this while
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
lol.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
sarcasm!
§håR£eÑe says:
haha
§håR£eÑe says:
no..
§håR£eÑe says:
i'm not
§håR£eÑe says:
hai..
§håR£eÑe says:
y my cousin like tt??!
§håR£eÑe says:
dont believe me
§håR£eÑe says:
oh my..my life is so sad
§håR£eÑe says:
tsk..
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
LOLOL.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
eh fuck sia.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
lol.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
really sarcasm.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
lol.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
stil wna deny.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
wtf.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
LOL.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
think im stupid ah.
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
lol.
§håR£eÑe says:
hai..my cousin scold me "wtf"
§håR£eÑe says:
sigh
§håR£eÑe says:
i'm so sad
§håR£eÑe says:
WHY whY wHY!?
§håR£eÑe says:
my life...is lousy..not even my cousin believes me
§håR£eÑe says:
wad 2 do?!?!

YAY! now everyone wil know how evil is sharlene. im sure yanhui wil agree with me. right YANHUI. lol. AHAHAHAHA. at least yanhui is stil in school, but jamie is gg t private school sigh. better treasure her. lol. dont always bully her lah. lol.

[[ edit ]]

[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
i wil show everyone how sarcastic eu re
§håR£eÑe says:
wad?!
§håR£eÑe says:
hey hey
§håR£eÑe says:
i aint!
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
im done!
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
LOL.
§håR£eÑe says:
gezz
§håR£eÑe says:
wad u do?!?!
§håR£eÑe says:
show ta who?!
§håR£eÑe says:
i so gddddddd....lousy cousin!
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - says:
EVERYONE.
§håR£eÑe says:
gezz

sigh. my dear cousin sharlene, be a lil bit nicer t me wil eu. AHAHAHAHAHA.

2005-01-01T04:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

jus woke up nt long ago. yea yea, whtever. lets see wht happen'd in 2004. okay nvm. i kant really rmb but i met lotsa ppl. lol. okay nvm.

to eu knw who eu're. things re starting t change. i dnoe if eu knw it or not but whtever. well, i told eu abt wht happen'd between me and nic, me and luke dint i. now i think its happening t me and eu. seriously, i aint really sad that we'r drifting compared t wht had happen'd t me, nic and luke. i dnoe why. i told eu i xpect this t happen dint i? lol. okay. im suppose t be sad but im not. i think i dont treasure our frenship at al. lol. yea yea, whtever. call me a bitch call me anything eu want. lol. now, eu'r a nobody t me, i gues. ur presence aint impt t me nemore. ahahahahaha. i dnoe why im stil so happy abt it. i think i ought t be shot but thinking of it, nahs. its 2005. i can meet new ppl and stuff. whtever. go t hell. i dont need eu as a fren lah. ahahahahaha. yea yea, call me a bitch. call me some arsewipe who doesnt appreciate frenship. WHTEVER. i treasure al my other frenship xcept urs. i dnoe why. enough said. go and die lah.

shal talk t lynette and my cousin now.

kelly- yea. lol. changed my hairstyle alr. i think i saw eu too. kant rlly rmb.

sophia- eu smarter? did eu type wrongly or smth. lol.

yanhui- huh. how come tha both of eu diff klass?

irene- yea. i woke up late. sorry. neways, eu'r enjoying urself. call'd eu jus now.

and this is for eu. [[ t tha same person ]] im beginning t hate eu. i dnoe why. well, i jus enjoy detesting eu. i hate eu when we were in sec two right. lol. whtever.

KISS MY ARSE LAH!

2004-12-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

on my way t me my frens and jamie call'd. yea, she told me some news i dont wna hear. =\ sigh. wht am i suppose t do next year. tell me pls. i think ze choa, ben y and william re damn cute lah.

me : eh eh eh! eu al went back t school right. got help me check?
ze choa : yea. four of eu al in four hope.
me : ...huh. who. ben k, me and ?
william : ailin and colleen.
me : HUH. den jamie?
ben y : dont have.
me : HUH !?!?! wtf.
ze choa : ...AYE! eu can sit with ai lin what.
- ze choa, ben y , william and terence start'd laughing -
me : fuck lah. i rather sit with ben k LAH. sigh.
- they re stil laughing -
me : eh eh EH. den wht abt yishan?

[[ ze choa, william and ben y do tha same action and their sound effect were tha same lah. ]]

em : point at tha ite and do tha sound effect !

damn cute pls. lol. AYE, eu al should be there. lol.

den went t tpy t buy my phone. lol. i think ze choa is a loser lah. LOL. [[ inside joke ]]

when town, cut my hair and dnoe wht and when down t coasta sand.

shit lah. i only got $80 left.

buy what shit lah. )):

shoes and bag add up tgt is alr $120+

al tha santa fault lah. chee bye. christmas sucks lah. give me my money and i wil love christmas. really lah!!!

HOII. santa, wna give me my money or not !?!?!?!?! chee bye santa.

jolynn- when re we gonna see each other? sigh.

kelly- YEA. i jus cut my hair when eu saw me i think. lol.

2004-12-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

i hate christmas this year.

sleeping awae on christmas eve and countdown online with sam! this is so pathetic.

sleeping awae on christmas day and i watch dumd and dumber on channel five.

26th dec- im keep shouting '' pain ah pain ah '' cus ...AYE! nvm, forget it.

27th dec- oh ! i jus woke up not long ago and im talking t jessica online. shes damn heartless LAH. lol.

[[ m a r i l y n ]] - im IMPOLITE and i make fun of evryone*.., im INMATURE but il stay this way forever..! says:
belated merry xmas!! =DD
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - im IMPOLITE and i make fun of evryone*.., im INMATURE but il stay this way forever..! says:
eu stil owe me my present !! dont think i forgot ah!!
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
hey haha!
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
yup meey christmas too!
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
*merry
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
haha did u forget mine?
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - im IMPOLITE and i make fun of evryone*.., im INMATURE but il stay this way forever..! says:
of cus i did not. im not like YOU !! jessy POOPOO!
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
hey wat POOPOO! you CUKOO!
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - im IMPOLITE and i make fun of evryone*.., im INMATURE but il stay this way forever..! says:
you forgetful POK!!
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
sorry lar..
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
u bought my present le ma?
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - im IMPOLITE and i make fun of evryone*.., im INMATURE but il stay this way forever..! says:
what do eu think . im not like YOU YOU YOU.
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
haha okok fine then.
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
are u sure??

- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
im watching u....
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
hahah LOL!
[[ m a r i l y n ]] - im IMPOLITE and i make fun of evryone*.., im INMATURE but il stay this way forever..! says:
of cus . im not like some eediotx who forgot al abt me and blah blah blah . that person knw who is she lah . )):
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
oh shit.
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
ok fine.
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
im reallyyyy sorry..

but at least she's stil a sweet lil best fren of mine. AHAHAHA.

[[ m a r i l y n ]] - im IMPOLITE and i make fun of evryone*.., im INMATURE but il stay this way forever..! says:
eh eh eh, during recess we eat tgt can?
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
ypu of cos lar!!
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
*yup
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
same as always.
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
doesn't mean we're diff class now means we mus sit separately.
- jeesss ` ][ darkcloudsfade, rainbowsshow, andthesunshinesbrightlylikeneverbefore. * says:
we're still the four of us.

so sweet right. ((: iloveyou jessica.

sophia- merry shit christmas eu stupid maid ! nvr come my hse and report t me. ahahaha.

kenji- yea yea. eu teach me how t scold bad words one what. LOL.

sam- eh what my smell? LOL. yours lah. everything also mine.

jamie- okay, nothing new. even if eu dint lost ur phone, i stil had t call angela's phone t get eu. lol.

jolynn- eh eh eh! not fair. why go sa. LOL. nvm, i shal burn down that school. did eu miss me? im sure eu did. and i miss eu too, my dear NINGPOK !!

i hate christmas. no one wna be my santa for this year.

MERRY CHRISTMAS MY ARSE LAH.

give me wht i want and i will love christmas like before. i swear.

2004-12-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

handphone + bag + shoes + hair cut = money
595 + 89 + 55 + 40 = $779

and i only gt $700. short of $79. okay, who wna be my santa for this year. no one right. whtever.

we wish you a merry christmas
we wish you a merry christmas
we wish you a merry christmas
and a happy new year.

KISS MY ARSE LAH!

2004-12-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

SAM FOUND JOB.

alright, congrats. oh yea, i stil owe eu a testi right. lazy t sign into frenster lah so heres is it.

frens come and go. yea, eu might heard this lotsa times and eu'r one fren that wont go. we gotta knw each other by name in sec one. eu call'd me ' rabbit ' and i call'd eu ' nerd ' . in sec two, nothing much happened between us and in sec three, its where stil start to talk t each other. tha both of us were down for national day parade. we[ me, eu, meryl, eeling, phoebe and cinthia ]got no choice but t talk t each other. stil rmb we hate t go down for rehearsals and as weeks goes by, we start'd t love everyone there and we made lotsa friends, regina, amelia, chiayin, joanna and ppl. and thats where kallang wave gang was formed.

al of us [ xcept cin ] wil meet at bishan ctrl stn every sat at 8 t have our brkfast and head down t lanvander tgt and blah blah blah. so aft ndp we became close. skip skip skip. den den den, uhm we studied tgt for our eoy and YAY! we made it.

year 2004- this is one of tha most impt year t tha both of us. eu got o's and i got n's. well, we stil go t down at least two times a week and we studied tgt. oh fuck. i almost forgot abt tha gb camp last year. we slept tgt and stuff lah. go thru lotsa shit in the toilet tgt with carrie, wanting and dnoe who alr. we cook tgt, bath tgt, gossip tgt and lotsa stuff. den den den, i forgot. LOL.

uhm i dnoe wht t sae alr. we watch'd lotsa movies tgt, sat at tha couple sits and what ah!? uhm uhm, oh, lips, study tgt, stalk ppl tgt, walk'd frm one end to tha other end in town, insulting ppl esp. FAT ppl [[ no insult ]] , go newton circles tgt and a lot more. i think i made eu piss'd a lot of times when we'r studying or i shld sae when eu'r teaching me maths. LOL. il keep asking ' why why why ' and dnoe lah. LOL. oh! and we also save money tgt. LOL. stil got wht. uhm, we watch'd garfield on tha day before my cheena n level, took neo-prints on tha same day. does this sound familar? ' chubby good okay! when my boat sink, il make her sit at tha hole blah blah blah. terror better lah. at least terror can ..... ' yea, il nvr forget that. like eu jus said, our frenship jus started and it wont end so fast lah. stil got a longgggggggggggggggggggg lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggggggggg way t go. ((:

yanhui- so wht day is it.

jamie` - merry xmas darl. our day is tmr! ((:

as we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be friends forever

2004-12-23T16:03:00.000+08:00

im gonna stay at home til monday or tuesday. im not lying. i doubt eu ppl wil believe me but its tha fact. im gonna stay at home. supposed t meet up with SAM, but she ditch me for dnoe wht. nvm, il forgive her for that. lol. im looking forward to monday/tuesday. LOL. ...AYE!

PRIS- wht dont be anti-social even if i hate sec three so much. dont xpect me gg ard saying i-tell-you-a-secret- when i hate em. eu shld knw that if i detest someone, i wont even talk t tha person right. okay, MAYB i wil make frens with those bitches but i doubt il be nice t em. il be damn sad as eu ppl wil be studying and me, gg ard asking ppl if they wna go twn. wht if no one wna go twn with me? sigh. and eu rlly make a fool out of urself on ur b'dae. i stil rmb eu were like '' which fucking tcher wil give me this? eeeeee. and im gna avoid mr mark chua '' HAHAHA. stupid girl. it never happen on me cus uhm, i dnoe? lol. im jus lucky i think. lessons wont be boring. jus pay attention to the tcher and do ur hmwrk and yay! not boring anymore. hahaha. nvm, im talking rubbish. eh eh eh! i never come t school late before and im always on time, unlike eu. im a good girl pls. ahahaha. okay, we shal ve our recess tgt, shal we?

yanhui- why do eu keep emphasizing on tha word ' UR COUSIN ' ? i knw shes my cousin. lol. yea yea, il study hard. dont worry. ((: set a date and tel me yea.

iReNe- happy studying ms irene ang. stop going to parkway and dnoe where lah. lol. but i dont mind if eu go town. ((: i knw eu wont ask me t leave but eu wil talk t me instead right? ahahaha. yay! eh, go home with me. lol. i mean take mrt with me. oh and, i dont wanna top tha class. but i dont mind being tha last few in class. ahahahaha. miss eu!

2004-12-22T17:27:00.000+08:00

jus woke up and i gna stay at hme tday. im a good girl lah. HAHA. okay, jus one more day, ONE MORE FUCKING DAY. okay, its less den 12hrs. HAHA. oh, and somehow, i jus think typing like tHiS is cool. HAHA. sO h0W iS mY tYpng.. hEh3x.. sO yAr lAh.. mY n3w wAy oF tYpiNg..kEk3x.. okay, forget it. tel eu ppl a secret.

MISS MARILYN IS A HAPPY GIRL. =DDDDDDDDDD

PRIS-- LOL. nw we'r replying thru blogging ey? LOL. neways, i doubt il make new friends lah. okay, i knw il make some new friends but we wont be that close. trust me. eu knw how much i loathe em donte eu. and trust me, i wont forget eu and tha others. ((: eu ppl made a HUGE impact in my life lah. and im serious okay! pls dont chase me awae frm 5hope. my friends re there eu see, including eu! yea, we always be best frens and pls go out with me. )): actually school wont be so boring without me. im stil in school wht, jus that we'r in diff class lah. WAH LAU. so sad pls. sigh. and yes, il miss eu. i knw il miss eu. sigh.

iReNe- so KPO. read my reply t pris. haha. kidding. ((: yup, il always come up t 5hope lah cus i gt no friends. pls talk t me when i come up and dont ask me t leave. sigh. so sad man. yea, o level alr of cus had t study lah. where gt time t play pranks and stuff. LOL. but i knw il miss al tha laughter we have. esp. that one on pris b'dae. AHAHAHA. pls miss me.

yanhui- heys dear. il study but i wont study so hard. HAHA. okay lah. when re we gg out.

maid sophia- YES! im so happy t see ur nick- maid sophia. so when re eu gna report t me. LOL. okay nvm. yea, kidnap him when his dead lah. not now pls. i stil need him. HAHAHA.

audz- yea, merry xmas. il be in town too. cya!

JoLyNn- nt wrking nemore cus no booking and stuf. school is starting. lol. and eu stil haven give me ur no lah. eu NINGPOK! i stil rmb why ur mummie called eu jolynn and not lynn. LOL. il always rmb that. and pls take care. oh yea, did eu enter sa? LOL. i miss eu dear.

SAM- find me in msn when eu see this. )):

thursday..thursday..thursday! i love thursday. HAHAHA. =DDDD

2004-12-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

nothing much happen'd tday. went school and my usual towning trips. im suppose t hate town for some reason but HAHA. nvm, i stil love town. oh yea, met joanna and her friend too. im looking forward t thursday! =D

yanhui- heys dar. yea, im gna retain. =\ thnks yea. i miss both eu and my cousin lots. whens our next outing. lol.

jolynn- ningpok! i miss'd eu lots. doubt eu wil believe me but thats tha fact lah. i doubt il be seeing eu anymore. )): aint wrking in shang nemore. sigh. but we can always meet up right ningpok!? and i dont haf ur no. eu stupid ningpok.

im INSPIRE- yea, eu too. haf a nice day. haha.

PRIS- i read ur blog and im gna reply thru this thing okay. yup. thnks for everything. kinda sad lah. in fact its damn sad lah. i dnoe how t xpress my feelings oh wel. doubt eu wil understand. gues jamie wil understand wht im gg thru now. alright, enough of that. even thou we aint in tha same klas but we wil stil be gd frens like tha past right? nth gna change right. il stil go up t 5hp and talk t eu ppl and eu better talk t me pls. )): yea, tha sec threes sucks lah. [[ uhm, no insult. only refering t a few ]] they ought t be shot and yes, i wil stil loathe em like i use t. haha.

jamie- hahaha. ours is on tha 26th but urs and his is on tha 25th right? doubt eu'r gna spent that day with me. hahahaha. shit you.

thursday..thursday..thursday.. im waiting..

2004-12-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

MISS MARILYN IS A HAPPY GIRL.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

2004-12-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

SAM- in case eu dint see my tag-board, uhm meet at 130. pls dont be late. i need t hand in my form and hows ur fucking session. lol. tel me abt it. cya!

yanhui- uhm application form, uhm t continue studying in kcp. ahahaha. fuck'd up school. nothing new wht. eu always come my blog and flood for no reason. lol.

jamie- heys darl. wel go thru this shit tgt and yes, il always be here for eu no matter wht happen. trust me. even if no one wants eu, im here. oh ya! one more week t our 3 mth. HAHAHA. eu knw wht i mean.

santa can eu hear me
ife been so good this year
and al i want is one thing
tell me my true love is near
hes al i want just for me
underneath my xmas tree
il be waiting here.
santa thats my only wish this year

im always good wht. not only this year, in fact its EVERY year. pls agree with me.

2004-12-19T18:53:00.000+08:00

im in twn nw. e-games. yea. dint haf tha mood t wrk so met up with rence. actually i dont haf lotsa stuf t sae as smth happen'd. dont ask whyie cus some alr knw it so shut up pls. thnks. shal talk t jamie and kenji. bye.

2004-12-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday to SAM. happy birthday to you.

yea. ur b'dae song eu wanted frm me. haha. bet eu must be at amk mrt station celebrating with cel right. haha. better enjoy urself there. eu gt tha whole mrt staff t celebrtate with eu. okay, i knw eu'r gna kill me.

dint wrk tday. nt in tha mood. went out with gina instead. national treasure. nice show.

sorry if i dint reply eu ppl on msn eariler. was out and yea, im feeling much better. i gues. okay, thats abt it.

im waiting for my testimonial sharlene. did i sae that shes a terrible cousin. lol.

2004-12-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

met jamie for lunch den met dele and jess. went school. yea. met cousin and yanhui aft that. nothing much.

yanhui- of cus i knw hw t be good t eu lah. and pls treat my cousin better. shes not transparent lah. be nice t her okay! oh yea, congrats too.

sharlene- YA LAH. im sure eu'r damn happy. okay, forget it. whos gna jump down tha building with me. sigh. and yes, congrats cousin. -smmuacks.

2004-12-17T02:58:00.000+08:00

tha results wil be out in twelve hrs time and yes, im stil here dnoe doing wht lah. tel eu my dream. it sound so wrong but stil yea.

dreamt abt jamie and i taking our results frm ms oon. den both of us were afraid that we wil flunk n level but den we got 7. on tha other hand, this smart smart girl, wan er, got 12. this is so wrong lah. shes like tha smartest in tha class and she got 12. okay, i dnoe why i gt this weird dream.

okay, enough of thinking abt tha results. shal talk t soph, kelly, pin, derek and others. why is kenji not replying? weird. okay, enough.

pls pray for me. thnks.

2004-12-16T02:29:00.000+08:00

things aint tha same anymore. i dnoe why. i dont want this t happen. trust me, i dont. but i dnoe why im not doing anything abt it. sound kinda weird huh. oh wel. il sort my feelings out later. but, i stil care.

yanhui- heys darl. is ur leg alright. pls go out soon. i miss eu and i really miss suaning eu. hahaha. yea, i knw my cus is in penang lah. and yes, im gg t shang tmr. if eu wna go out tmr, cal me. im free.

ahhhhh. tmr is ....17th!

i donte wanna think. forget it, shall talk t kenji. ((:

2004-12-13T02:28:00.000+08:00

yanhui- haha. i knew it cus i dont even rmb telling eu. eu wasnt online wht. lets go out SOON. go out this week. can can?

sharlene- heys cous! ((: haha. that girl is someone i dnoe. haha. yea. i dont wanna ton. too tired alr. kant adapt t this kind of lifestyle. find a date and lets go out tgt and yes, make it this week. lol.

whatever- haha. i dint sae il study dint i. and thnks for uhm. planning my future for me when my results aint even out yet. if ur motive here is to piss'd me off or wht, im sorry. this way doesnt work. ((:

sam- haha. i knew that il get this kind of thing but who cares.

michh- yea. hope so. haha. cya soon!

2004-12-12T06:24:00.000+08:00

t my two bestie-s.

we often laugh'd at ppl when theres smth wrong with their clique of frens, often adviced em wht shld they do and we always sae ' sit down tgt as a clique and sort things out ' . nw, its happening t us. one seems t care but wht abt another. i dont blame eu if eu dont care but i jus hate t see us like this.

yes, i kant accept tha fact that we re drifting. when tha three of us became very close, i no longer blieve is this phrase- frens come and go. trust me, i thought that nothing wil happen t us until today. we promised t be there for one another and a lot more but i think we re gna break our promises we made.

one of eu seems t care abt this while another dont. i dnoe wht shld i do t make things like before but yeah. miracle do happen. thnks for everything and did i tel eu ppl that tha both of eu re someone i can count on? gues i dint.

i stil blieve in tha both of eu. i stil trust tha both of eu like before. trust me, i do. we wil go thru this tgt right? i knw we wil. i love eu two.

tha both of eu make me realise wht true frens re. tha both of eu make me realise whts tha diff. between best fren and true frens re.

thnks for everything. tha both of eu make a huge impact in my life and tha three of us re bestie-s cum true frens right? we wil overcome this and yes! life wil be tha same for us again.

2004-12-11T05:28:00.000+08:00

i kant slp and i dnoe why. okay, show eu this conversation between robin and me.

robin- why re eu awake. it's 5:00am.
me- jus came hme.
robin- why so late. btw, do eu smoke.
me- cus its that late. nope, why.
robin- cus i want cig. and if eu smoke i can take frm eu wht.
me- oh. kant eu jus buy. it's nt like eu'r underage or smth wht.
robin- yea, but i dont wan tha 7-11 uncle t knw tht i smoke. later he gt bad impression twrds me.

hes such a loser. pls lah. if eu smoke and eu'r afraid of letting ppl knw that eu smoke, den why smoke. my god. and smoking aint a bad thing wht. okay, its bad lah but some ppl smoke for tha sake of smoking and releasing stress wht and some ppl smoke cus they wna let ppl haf this thinking woah-blah-blah-blah-so-cool! hes-smoking! wht rubbish. smoke den smoke lah. i dont think its cool at al. so wht if eu'r cool. lets see who wil die faster. obviously is those who smoke lah. okay, smokers can go and smoke for al they want. they re so ...cool WHT.

this is jus my personal opinion. i knw there re lots of ppl wanting t beat me or wht but i gt tha rights t say al this afterall its MY blog.

time t slp.

2004-12-09T03:37:00.000+08:00

i knw il fail my n level. eu ppl dont haf t remind me abt when tha results be out. why nt let me enjoy my life for tha remaining eight days. eu ppl keep saying haf positive thinking, haf faith in urself, trust god and stuf lidat. yes, but im tha one taking tha papers. i knw it myself. i knw i dint do wel.

i knw there re A LOT of smart ppl in my klas and that doesnt mean anything. stop comparing me with em lah. they haf brain but i dont. okay, i got lah, jus that i dont use em.

three subj below ten pnts, very easy wht. i dont find it easy at al cus i left 3/4 of my geog paper blank and i knw nuts abt chemistry. in short, ife alr flunk both my combine science and humans. only left with english, cheena, maths and accounts. dont talk about cheena. i dnoe most of it. only left with english, maths and accounts. i think il get a 4 for accounts and english and a 3 for maths. dont haf any confident in accounts. dnoe why lah.

4+4+3= 11. fail alr lah.

2004-12-09T01:59:00.000+08:00

decided t blog again.
shal update later.